posted 2 months ago    · reblog

personal Aly-is-upset-with-Shane post 

Every time I think about you I get really anxious and upset because I know you’re avoiding me/not talking to me/annoyed with me for some reason and lately I feel like nothing I do is good enough and you don’t want me around anymore and your friends are deleting me off Facebook and I feel stupid for being upset over an unfriending but I don’t have that many friends in the first place and it upsets me when someone doesn’t like me anymore and especially when I haven’t done anything wrong and really what have I done to them to make them upset so I know that you’re telling them something that you’re not telling me and you’re supposed to be my best friend so what the fuck is wrong with you lately and why is it that I can’t do anything right anymore and I’m just really upset because you won’t even return my calls and have the decency to fucking tell me that you’re upset with me and you’re just going to let me sit here again to let me suffer until you grow enough balls to fucking tell me what the hell is going on 

just the thought of losing you as a friend is making me hysterical